My new contact information

Hi! My contact information has changed. I posted this message board over a year ago, and I still have not found my father. I am giving up on ever finding him. I even sent letters to the Military branches. No one has offered to help me.

You would think that someone in the government could give me the name and social security number of my father. I would like to see my father's face and know a part of my life that is empty right now. I wonder what kind of man he is? I'm a grown woman and I never got a chance to see him. Only as an infant - and I can not remember from such an early age.

My new email is michelletphan@earthlink.net My new cell number is 713 498 8460.

And Mother's number is 281 370 5249 (I still live with my Mother and step-father).

If there is anyone that can help me find my father, please contact me.

I also want to thank Debbie King for contacting me. She tried to help with information from the white pages. However, I tried that approach. I called or sent every John Stuart in Maryland - a letter. No luck in finding my father.

I wish someone could use my social security number and my immigration papers to track down my father. I would be very grateful. Time is ticking away. And I want to find my father before it is too late. I want to talk to him, and know the other side of my family.

I never fit in with my brothers and sister. Even the Vietnamese kids at school treated me differently. I was mixed. They made fun of me. And my familiy felt embarrassed. I spent most of my childhood by myself after school. Both of my parents worked two jobs to take care of the family. I had to order pizza to eat dinner after school.

I keep praying that my efforts on here will be productive and that someone will help me find my father. I have a lot of anger inside because I regret never meeting him. I had his address. I wrote to him. And he never wrote back. I kept expecting the mailman to deliver a letter from him. Or for my Dad to show up at my house after school. After two months of waiting, I gave up. And threw away his address. I don't know why he never wrote back to me. I don't know why he never contacted me. I want to see my father. It really makes me sad to know that I will never know him.

Michelle Phan.